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Even this post take me a few hundred trails to get it up.
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Monday, September 20, 2010
Saturday, September 18, 2010
Its just life pt4
" It's time for.....REVENGE!"
This time, she thinks is the time for her to stand up for herself.
every time people throw things at her, she'll yell at them
"Could you guys stop pls FU*KER"
Yes, she started using those unpleasant word
She pushes them when they pushes her.
Dressing more accessories to school.
Letting her full length hair down.
Wearing super B contacts to school.
Even trying put foundation or mascara to school.
She thinks that "IF YOU'RE BAD, YOU'RE COOL"
in her thoughts, they can't stop being bad.
Nobody ever cares.
So what if i did?
This is where she creates a big problem to the school.
She's been marked down by alot teachers,
caught and called by discipline teacher everyday.
She started quarreling with her parents.
She started makeup,
Buying alot expensive clothes to wear- MNG, Esprit, etc.
average-a week once shopping spending about 500.
She kept asking money from her dad,
and of course, her dad pampered her so much.
That they fullfilled everything she wants.
Money, Clothes, Food, Computers.
She just get what she wants.
She didnt understand that her family is still having a crisis.
Money crisis
She didnt know that her dad is in debt with the loan shark
She didnt know that her mom is crying silently everyday
She just didnt know.
But what if she knew?
Would she still act this way?
The first time, whr she put up,
eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, foundation, everything she can think of.
She look like a CLOWN!
And she even tried temporary hair dye.
RED is the colour of the dye.
Well, she went to a flea market.
And everyone looked at her -how she walk with super HIGH HEELS.
She look-overdone.
At that moment she thought that she look fabulous and everyone is impressed.
No she's wrong.
But poor K.
She have been to depending on make up.
She do that everyday-to school, mall
The first thing when she woke up is to make herself prettier.
K does not need all those help, she has her own natural glow,
so do we, every girl has her own natural glow.
She started online chatting, having friendster, facebook, msn.
Taking pictures of herself.
She often look up with puppy eyes, and hold the camera tilted,
so that she have the big eye, sharper face and innocent look.
But she's trying too hard.
But she still look ok- just a little weird.
She knew friends from friendster and added her in msn
And chatted,
Well this guy C help her in photo editing
After helping she look extremely gorgeous
What is she waiting for?
She quickly downloaded the software and C thought her how to edit her photos.
She quickly replace all her pic with the new gorgeous photo of herself.
Well, she got a very quick respond from people out there,
Creating one profile and another profile.
Now she's popular in friendster and all online networking.
Well,that is what she thinks.
Knowing alot boys, made her even conscious about her own look.
and, she started online games too.
Gaming is another money issue to her,
to look gorgeous in games -which is to obtain fame, and lure-ing guys to you
You need cash!
And here is where she get more money from her parents and buy Cash Reloads.
Yes, she is popular now,
Yes she is happy now,
But will all this last?
But what happened to her family crisis?
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
This time, she thinks is the time for her to stand up for herself.
every time people throw things at her, she'll yell at them
"Could you guys stop pls FU*KER"
Yes, she started using those unpleasant word
She pushes them when they pushes her.
Dressing more accessories to school.
Letting her full length hair down.
Wearing super B contacts to school.
Even trying put foundation or mascara to school.
She thinks that "IF YOU'RE BAD, YOU'RE COOL"
in her thoughts, they can't stop being bad.
Nobody ever cares.
So what if i did?
This is where she creates a big problem to the school.
She's been marked down by alot teachers,
caught and called by discipline teacher everyday.
She started quarreling with her parents.
She started makeup,
Buying alot expensive clothes to wear- MNG, Esprit, etc.
average-a week once shopping spending about 500.
She kept asking money from her dad,
and of course, her dad pampered her so much.
That they fullfilled everything she wants.
Money, Clothes, Food, Computers.
She just get what she wants.
She didnt understand that her family is still having a crisis.
Money crisis
She didnt know that her dad is in debt with the loan shark
She didnt know that her mom is crying silently everyday
She just didnt know.
But what if she knew?
Would she still act this way?
The first time, whr she put up,
eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, foundation, everything she can think of.
She look like a CLOWN!
And she even tried temporary hair dye.
RED is the colour of the dye.
Well, she went to a flea market.
And everyone looked at her -how she walk with super HIGH HEELS.
She look-overdone.
At that moment she thought that she look fabulous and everyone is impressed.
No she's wrong.
But poor K.
She have been to depending on make up.
She do that everyday-to school, mall
The first thing when she woke up is to make herself prettier.
K does not need all those help, she has her own natural glow,
so do we, every girl has her own natural glow.
She started online chatting, having friendster, facebook, msn.
Taking pictures of herself.
She often look up with puppy eyes, and hold the camera tilted,
so that she have the big eye, sharper face and innocent look.
But she's trying too hard.
But she still look ok- just a little weird.
She knew friends from friendster and added her in msn
And chatted,
Well this guy C help her in photo editing
After helping she look extremely gorgeous
What is she waiting for?
She quickly downloaded the software and C thought her how to edit her photos.
She quickly replace all her pic with the new gorgeous photo of herself.
Well, she got a very quick respond from people out there,
Creating one profile and another profile.
Now she's popular in friendster and all online networking.
Well,that is what she thinks.
Knowing alot boys, made her even conscious about her own look.
and, she started online games too.
Gaming is another money issue to her,
to look gorgeous in games -which is to obtain fame, and lure-ing guys to you
You need cash!
And here is where she get more money from her parents and buy Cash Reloads.
Yes, she is popular now,
Yes she is happy now,
But will all this last?
But what happened to her family crisis?
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
Its just life pt3
X walks slowly towards K.....
K tried to avoid a few times,
X still walking towards her, and....
Pushed K outside the toilet.
Luckily K got her balance and she didnt trip.
Well of course, X warn her to keep her mouth shut and not being arrogant anymore.
At this point , K is
helpless,
clueless,
All she wanted was to life a new life, in a new environment.
Why this punks just cant let her hands off?
Whenever, K walks
to the canteen,
to the hall,
to the classroom,
to the pavement,
to everywhere!
people- students look at her with sinister.
Not one or two.
But almost all of them!
K feels so small.....
K went back like usual
the first thing she wanted to do.
Is to blog.
She stumble and think twice.
Better not, afraid that X will come after her again.
She open her facebook account and she was browsing her friend's picture.
In a small thumbnail, she saw something similar.
Similar to her.
She double click on it.
Thats her!
A picture of her squatting down when she's coping notes
The title was "A Bitch in school Y", click like if you agree.
She saw so many comments down there
Things like
"OMG"
"Ahhahahaha"
"Oh fuck, bro she's just a bitch"
"Is that K! Great how do you get that shot?"
Tears rolling down her cheek.
And in her thoughts " It's time for......"
revenge?
payback?
get out from town?
What will she do?
A cat fight?
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
K tried to avoid a few times,
X still walking towards her, and....
Pushed K outside the toilet.
Luckily K got her balance and she didnt trip.
Well of course, X warn her to keep her mouth shut and not being arrogant anymore.
At this point , K is
helpless,
clueless,
All she wanted was to life a new life, in a new environment.
Why this punks just cant let her hands off?
Whenever, K walks
to the canteen,
to the hall,
to the classroom,
to the pavement,
to everywhere!
people- students look at her with sinister.
Not one or two.
But almost all of them!
K feels so small.....
K went back like usual
the first thing she wanted to do.
Is to blog.
She stumble and think twice.
Better not, afraid that X will come after her again.
She open her facebook account and she was browsing her friend's picture.
In a small thumbnail, she saw something similar.
Similar to her.
She double click on it.
Thats her!
A picture of her squatting down when she's coping notes
The title was "A Bitch in school Y", click like if you agree.
She saw so many comments down there
Things like
"OMG"
"Ahhahahaha"
"Oh fuck, bro she's just a bitch"
"Is that K! Great how do you get that shot?"
Tears rolling down her cheek.
And in her thoughts " It's time for......"
revenge?
payback?
get out from town?
What will she do?
A cat fight?
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Its just life pt2
Draw ugly cartoon of K on the whiteboard,
Write ugly comment on her desk with liquid.
Throw stuff at her , when she's concentrating copying notes.
Make fun of her, infront of her.
Call her biatch, slut, whore
and- anything you may think of.
She have no idea why is all this happening.
"Maybe I'm ugly"
"Maybe I'm arrogant"
"Maybe I'm poor"
She cried soberly whenever she recall back what happened in the school.
because she didn't want anyone to hear.
especially her mom.
She wanna scream her heart out.
She blame GOD for making her this miserable.
She blame her parents.
School is already a mess. Yet family worst.
K family frequently quarrel.
Day and night.
Money, family, everything.
Everything seems so wrong.
K can't think of anything.
But..
She stills hold on.
Hold on.
She didnt dare talk to the counsellor
this is because, this happends during primary school.
She have girl issue, and she approach a kind counsellor.
The next day, her family knew.
Her friends knew too.
She is categorize as a " Problematic Girl" in primary.
Everyone look down on her.
K walk herself to the couch with hot chocolate
waiting her favourite cartoon show- sponge bob.
Or maybe perhaps a Chinese drama.
Suddenly
Her mom shouted at her.
"What do you think you're going?"
she walked to her mom and sat beside a yellow stool.
"I have words to say"
"What are you thinking" she pause.
K was terrified.
Her mom wasn't understanding at all.
Love her very much, but indeed scary and fierce.
L often hits K with wood, belt, everything she can put in hold of her hands
Only with one reason.
Because K didnt manage to maintain in the top 5.
Hit her whenever she feels that K is naughty.
Well? What do you expect from a 7 year old girl?
Poor K
"Our family problems. You never told the counsellor dont you?"
"WHY DID YOU DO THIS?"
"TELL ME!"
her mom held a thick wooden cane which is as big as K arm.
Her mom hit her brutally.
She was bleeding and her body is badly bruise.
"Never do this. AGAIN"
silent
"DO YOU GET ME K?" her mom shouted again.
"Yes mom, im sorry" K speaks softly with terror.
A few moment later, her mom came in her room.
K thought her mom will hit her again.
But this time.
L gently put medicine over K's wound.
K always thought that her mom is a MONSTER!
or a dual personality women.
Everyone thought K is living in a happy family.
K friends always say
"wow, i wish to have your mom-she super cool and kind"
"Is not like that" thoughts of K
But she silently murmured, "Oh really?"
K friends thought L was kind and cool because
K usually get treated like a princess whenever K friends come visit.
That is where she learn not see anyone,
or to tell anyone what happened.
But- to keep it in her heart.
Until one day, her friends from other school nearby called
"Hey K, is that true?" says A with surprise.
"Spill it out A, what happened? what true?" K replied clueless.
"Uhhh? So you really dont know?"
K raised her brows and say " No?"
A then tells the whole story. What gossips that K have. Around the globe!
Now K have a clear picture. Of everything , why is this happening to her.
Is not because she's arrogant. But
is all because a girl named S
who spread this news.
K stands in front of the classroom and say " I'm the prettiest girl in this town"
No, K would not do that.
Never. The quote I'm pretty never never run through K mind.
K always thinks that she's just an average girl like we all do.
she was so surprise when A told her that
" Well A, you know i wouldn't right? i will find out this. And make it a clear picture to everyone.
Thanks A. bye"
"Bye"
Tomorrow she goes to school as usual.
Those bullied just couldnt give her a life.
Those bullies, is nothing but A BIG BULLY!
She ask the girl beside her E.
"Is this all true? Everything my friend A has just said?" K said softly
"I'm sorry, but its all true.You just mess up with S, she was a popular girl.. I guess after your existence she feels threaten or insecure when guys came up to you." E replied.
"Do you still remember the bunch of guys who come after you to get your number? Those punks are S loyal fan"
K kept herself in silent.
She think that all this will fade and end, after some time.
For the time being she just have to be alone.
With all the problems she had.
She didnt want it.
She didnt ask or pray for it.
Lets just wait and see
Day after day month after month,
she's getting bullied everyday with no mercy.
She cried and she cried and she cried.
Her tears are all dry up.
yet she didnt want to tell anyone about it.
She's tired.
One day, she have the urge to go to the toilet, so she walk quickly to the toilet
One the way there, she meet X,
X is a pretty and gorgeous girl.
X is a big bully in school,
and have boyfriend which is a gangster.
X walks slowly towards K.....
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
Write ugly comment on her desk with liquid.
Throw stuff at her , when she's concentrating copying notes.
Make fun of her, infront of her.
Call her biatch, slut, whore
and- anything you may think of.
She have no idea why is all this happening.
"Maybe I'm ugly"
"Maybe I'm arrogant"
"Maybe I'm poor"
She cried soberly whenever she recall back what happened in the school.
because she didn't want anyone to hear.
especially her mom.
She wanna scream her heart out.
She blame GOD for making her this miserable.
She blame her parents.
School is already a mess. Yet family worst.
K family frequently quarrel.
Day and night.
Money, family, everything.
Everything seems so wrong.
K can't think of anything.
But..
She stills hold on.
Hold on.
She didnt dare talk to the counsellor
this is because, this happends during primary school.
She have girl issue, and she approach a kind counsellor.
The next day, her family knew.
Her friends knew too.
She is categorize as a " Problematic Girl" in primary.
Everyone look down on her.
K walk herself to the couch with hot chocolate
waiting her favourite cartoon show- sponge bob.
Or maybe perhaps a Chinese drama.
Suddenly
Her mom shouted at her.
"What do you think you're going?"
she walked to her mom and sat beside a yellow stool.
"I have words to say"
"What are you thinking" she pause.
K was terrified.
Her mom wasn't understanding at all.
Love her very much, but indeed scary and fierce.
L often hits K with wood, belt, everything she can put in hold of her hands
Only with one reason.
Because K didnt manage to maintain in the top 5.
Hit her whenever she feels that K is naughty.
Well? What do you expect from a 7 year old girl?
Poor K
"Our family problems. You never told the counsellor dont you?"
"WHY DID YOU DO THIS?"
"TELL ME!"
her mom held a thick wooden cane which is as big as K arm.
Her mom hit her brutally.
She was bleeding and her body is badly bruise.
"Never do this. AGAIN"
silent
"DO YOU GET ME K?" her mom shouted again.
"Yes mom, im sorry" K speaks softly with terror.
A few moment later, her mom came in her room.
K thought her mom will hit her again.
But this time.
L gently put medicine over K's wound.
K always thought that her mom is a MONSTER!
or a dual personality women.
Everyone thought K is living in a happy family.
K friends always say
"wow, i wish to have your mom-she super cool and kind"
"Is not like that" thoughts of K
But she silently murmured, "Oh really?"
K friends thought L was kind and cool because
K usually get treated like a princess whenever K friends come visit.
That is where she learn not see anyone,
or to tell anyone what happened.
But- to keep it in her heart.
Until one day, her friends from other school nearby called
"Hey K, is that true?" says A with surprise.
"Spill it out A, what happened? what true?" K replied clueless.
"Uhhh? So you really dont know?"
K raised her brows and say " No?"
A then tells the whole story. What gossips that K have. Around the globe!
Now K have a clear picture. Of everything , why is this happening to her.
Is not because she's arrogant. But
is all because a girl named S
who spread this news.
K stands in front of the classroom and say " I'm the prettiest girl in this town"
No, K would not do that.
Never. The quote I'm pretty never never run through K mind.
K always thinks that she's just an average girl like we all do.
she was so surprise when A told her that
" Well A, you know i wouldn't right? i will find out this. And make it a clear picture to everyone.
Thanks A. bye"
"Bye"
Tomorrow she goes to school as usual.
Those bullied just couldnt give her a life.
Those bullies, is nothing but A BIG BULLY!
She ask the girl beside her E.
"Is this all true? Everything my friend A has just said?" K said softly
"I'm sorry, but its all true.You just mess up with S, she was a popular girl.. I guess after your existence she feels threaten or insecure when guys came up to you." E replied.
"Do you still remember the bunch of guys who come after you to get your number? Those punks are S loyal fan"
K kept herself in silent.
She think that all this will fade and end, after some time.
For the time being she just have to be alone.
With all the problems she had.
She didnt want it.
She didnt ask or pray for it.
Lets just wait and see
Day after day month after month,
she's getting bullied everyday with no mercy.
She cried and she cried and she cried.
Her tears are all dry up.
yet she didnt want to tell anyone about it.
She's tired.
One day, she have the urge to go to the toilet, so she walk quickly to the toilet
One the way there, she meet X,
X is a pretty and gorgeous girl.
X is a big bully in school,
and have boyfriend which is a gangster.
X walks slowly towards K.....
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
Its just life.
Have you ever encounter this.
"Omg, look at her, she have so many make ups on"
"I bet that her face will crack right away when ever she smiles"
"Do you know what? I guess she hook up with B yesterday"
"How on earth she lives? Without designer stuff"
does that all sound familiar to you?
did you ever cried and say " Why i am like this"
Do you know what? You're just an average girl like me.
A story to share.
K is a girl who lives with 2 wonderful parent- F and L. She laughs, she enjoys everything with her parents.
Watching action movie "The Expendables" with his dad, drinking hot chocolate, cracking jokes.
Shopping with her mom, buying clothes.
Her family was rich, very rich.
Then her dad hook up with alot debts-result from his company debts.
K went to the best kindergarten in town.
Private high school.
Knowing girl and boys from a high-status family ; doctor, lawyer, businessman.
One day, everything change. She's no more longer rich, no more longer
"Prada, LV, Gucci, Vera Wangs, Victoria Secrets"
and when everyone turn down on her- friends, relatives, neighbour
so did the whole world.
She met guys who say " I love you no matter what"
But its all bullshit and craps that she cried everyday for.
She look in the mirror.
What an ugly duckling.
When she no more longer have 5k in her pocket every month to spend.
She lost her fame, her sparkle, her everything.
K is so afraid, so ashamed.
K and her family move to the other side of the world.
Here, she have the taste of nasty people.
people ain't nice here.
K was the brightest student far back then.
She has no interest in studying anymore because she found something more interesting.
Fashion.
Unfortunately her parents disagree.
Pushing her for medicine instead.
Her CGPA drops drastically.
She didnt know what to do anymore.
K is so depress every single day.
She tried to talk but, her parents didn't listen.
In school,
K feels, miserable, scared.
People there were nice, few guys came up to her and say
"can i have you're number please?"
"can we be friends?"
Of course K ignore them all.
Here is where all the disaster starts.
The boys thought K is arrogant.
She's not. She just didnt want to get socialize because she felt -sigh, pain deep inside her heart.
Girl hates her even more.
Gossips, starts.
And everyone hates K.
Bullied her in school.
They draw chalks underneath her table, on her chair - so that her skirts are dirty.
Draw......
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
"Omg, look at her, she have so many make ups on"
"I bet that her face will crack right away when ever she smiles"
"Do you know what? I guess she hook up with B yesterday"
"How on earth she lives? Without designer stuff"
does that all sound familiar to you?
did you ever cried and say " Why i am like this"
Do you know what? You're just an average girl like me.
A story to share.
K is a girl who lives with 2 wonderful parent- F and L. She laughs, she enjoys everything with her parents.
Watching action movie "The Expendables" with his dad, drinking hot chocolate, cracking jokes.
Shopping with her mom, buying clothes.
Her family was rich, very rich.
Then her dad hook up with alot debts-result from his company debts.
K went to the best kindergarten in town.
Private high school.
Knowing girl and boys from a high-status family ; doctor, lawyer, businessman.
One day, everything change. She's no more longer rich, no more longer
"Prada, LV, Gucci, Vera Wangs, Victoria Secrets"
and when everyone turn down on her- friends, relatives, neighbour
so did the whole world.
She met guys who say " I love you no matter what"
But its all bullshit and craps that she cried everyday for.
She look in the mirror.
What an ugly duckling.
When she no more longer have 5k in her pocket every month to spend.
She lost her fame, her sparkle, her everything.
K is so afraid, so ashamed.
K and her family move to the other side of the world.
Here, she have the taste of nasty people.
people ain't nice here.
K was the brightest student far back then.
She has no interest in studying anymore because she found something more interesting.
Fashion.
Unfortunately her parents disagree.
Pushing her for medicine instead.
Her CGPA drops drastically.
She didnt know what to do anymore.
K is so depress every single day.
She tried to talk but, her parents didn't listen.
In school,
K feels, miserable, scared.
People there were nice, few guys came up to her and say
"can i have you're number please?"
"can we be friends?"
Of course K ignore them all.
Here is where all the disaster starts.
The boys thought K is arrogant.
She's not. She just didnt want to get socialize because she felt -sigh, pain deep inside her heart.
Girl hates her even more.
Gossips, starts.
And everyone hates K.
Bullied her in school.
They draw chalks underneath her table, on her chair - so that her skirts are dirty.
Draw......
To be continued.
Stay tune.
I'll be updating everyday, so do drop by everyday ;D
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