Its just life pt2

Draw ugly cartoon of K on the whiteboard,
Write ugly comment on her desk with liquid.
Throw stuff at her , when she's concentrating copying notes.
Make fun of her, infront of her.
Call her biatch, slut, whore
and- anything you may think of.

She have no idea why is all this happening.
"Maybe I'm ugly"
"Maybe I'm arrogant"
"Maybe I'm poor"

She cried soberly whenever she recall back what happened in the school.
because she didn't want anyone to hear.
especially her mom.
She wanna scream her heart out.
She blame GOD for making her this miserable.
She blame her parents.

School is already a mess. Yet family worst.
K family frequently quarrel.
Day and night.
Money, family, everything.

Everything seems so wrong.
K can't think of anything.

But..

She stills hold on.
Hold on.
She didnt dare talk to the counsellor


this is because, this happends during primary school.

She have girl issue, and she approach a kind counsellor.
The next day, her family knew.
Her friends knew too.
She is categorize as a " Problematic Girl" in primary.
Everyone look down on her.

K walk herself to the couch with hot chocolate
waiting her favourite cartoon show- sponge bob.
Or maybe perhaps a Chinese drama.


Suddenly
Her mom shouted at  her.
"What do you think you're going?"
she walked to her mom and sat beside a yellow stool.
"I have words to say"
"What are you thinking" she pause.

K was terrified.
Her mom wasn't understanding at all.
Love her very much, but indeed scary and fierce.
L often hits K with wood, belt, everything she can put in hold of her hands
Only with one reason.
Because K didnt manage to maintain in the top 5.
Hit her whenever she feels that K is naughty.

Well? What do you expect from a 7 year old girl?
Poor K


"Our family problems. You never told the counsellor dont you?"
"WHY DID YOU DO THIS?"
"TELL ME!"


her mom held a thick wooden cane which is as big as K arm.
Her mom hit her brutally.
She was bleeding and her body is badly bruise.
"Never do this. AGAIN"


silent


"DO YOU GET ME K?" her mom shouted again.


"Yes mom, im sorry" K speaks softly with terror.


A few moment later, her mom came in her room.
K thought her mom will hit her again.
But this time.
L gently put medicine over K's wound.


K always thought that her mom is a MONSTER!
or a dual personality women.

Everyone thought K is living in a happy family.
K friends always say
"wow, i wish to have your mom-she super cool and kind"


"Is not like that" thoughts of K
But she silently murmured, "Oh really?"


K friends thought L was kind and cool because 
K usually get treated like a princess whenever K friends come visit.

That is where she learn not see anyone,
or to tell anyone what happened.
But- to keep it in her heart.

Until one day, her friends from other school nearby called

"Hey K, is that true?" says A with surprise.
"Spill it out A, what happened? what true?" K replied clueless.
"Uhhh? So you really dont know?"

K raised her brows and say " No?"

A then tells the whole story. What gossips that K have. Around the globe!

Now K have a clear picture. Of everything , why is this happening to her.
Is not because she's arrogant. But

is all because a girl named S
who spread this news.


K stands in front of the classroom and say " I'm the prettiest girl in this town"

No, K would not do that.
Never. The quote I'm pretty never never run through K mind.
K always thinks that she's just an average girl like we all do.

she was so surprise when A told her that


" Well A, you know i wouldn't right?  i will find out this. And make it a clear picture to everyone.
Thanks A. bye"

"Bye"

Tomorrow she goes to school as usual.
Those bullied just couldnt give her a life.
Those bullies, is nothing but  A BIG BULLY!

She ask the girl beside her E.
"Is this all true? Everything my friend A has just said?" K said softly

"I'm sorry, but its all true.You just mess up with S, she was a popular girl.. I guess after your existence she feels threaten or insecure when guys came up to you." E replied.

"Do you still remember the bunch of guys who come after you to get your number? Those punks are S loyal fan"

K kept herself in silent.
She think that all this will fade and end, after some time.
For the time being she just have to be alone.
With all the problems she had.
She didnt want it.
She didnt ask or pray for it.
Lets just wait and see

Day after day month after month,
she's getting bullied everyday with no mercy.
She cried and she cried and she cried.
Her tears are all dry up.
yet she didnt want to tell anyone about it.

She's tired.

One day, she have the urge to go to the toilet, so she walk quickly to the toilet
One the way there, she meet X,

X is a pretty and gorgeous girl.
X is a big bully in school,
and have boyfriend which is a gangster.

X walks slowly towards K.....



To be continued.
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